“Mingchao” Xiakong Strategy Guide: Find the most moving melody in the whispers of the wind
On this land kissed by the moonlight, the whispers of the wind gently tell a moving story. Her name is Xiakong, a pneumatic resonator holding a pistol, dancing an elegant waltz in the torrent of battle. Her existence is for those of you who pursue perfect notes.
Xiakong Resonator Profile: Notes under the Moonlight
In this world filled with notes, Xiakong composes her own music in her own unique way. She is a five-star pneumatic pistol resonator who can silently cause damage in the background and coordinate the rhythm of the team like a conductor. Her mission is to put on the wind-eroded coat for the enemy and let them sink in our melody.
Combat Mechanics: Wind Resonance
When the fourth basic attack, resonance skills and resonance liberation sound like a quartet, the curtain of wind erosion effect slowly unfolds on the enemy. The extended skill is like a baton, which increases the damage bonus of wind erosion effect by 100%, making the whole movement more moving. The resonance circuit is the most exquisite part of this piece of music, which brings together scattered notes and makes our attacks more lethal.
Skill upgrade priority: Find the most perfect rhythm
In this moving piece of music, the resonance liberation is the most dazzling climax, which deserves our most enthusiasm and expectations. The resonance circuit is an indispensable metronome in this piece of music, bringing surprising effects. Normal attack is the most basic but most important note in this piece of music, which requires us to listen carefully. Resonance skills and extension skills are indispensable harmonies in this piece of music, perfectly setting off the main melody.
Best weapon recommendation: Melody in the Deep Forest
In this magical world, it is very important to choose a weapon that suits your heart. The Aria in the Forest is our most recommended choice. This five-star weapon is like a smart melody in the depths of the forest, with a basic attack power of 500 and a critical hit rate of 36%. When our attack adds a wind erosion effect to the target, the aerodynamic damage bonus will increase by 24%, and this gift will last for 10 seconds in battle. When the attack hits an enemy with the wind erosion effect, the enemy’s aerodynamic resistance will be reduced by 10%. This humiliation will last for 20 seconds, making the enemy sink in our rhythm.
If we don’t have this perfect weapon in our hands, we can also choose the five-star weapon, Smoke of Dwelling. Its basic attack power is as high as 588, and the critical hit rate reaches 24.3%. When we cast the skill of prolonging, the attack of the entering character will be increased by 10%. This courtesy can be stacked 1 layer and lasts for 14 seconds. Death and Dance, Romance of Farewell, Paradox Jet, and Piercing Gun-26 are all good substitutes. Each one has its own unique timbre, waiting to be discovered by us.
In this process, please don’t forget to use Treabar’s recharge service and enjoy up to 22% discount to make our journey smoother and better.
Best Sound Corpse Recommendation: Whisper of Clouds
In this world filled with sound, the choice of sound corpses is equally important. The Clouds of the Ending Sky Set is our first choice for Xiakong. It falls from the sky like a cloud, bringing us endless possibilities. When the set is 2 pieces, the pneumatic damage bonus is increased by 10%; when the set is 5 pieces, when we add wind to the enemy
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Mingchao Summer Sky Guide Find the most moving melody in the whispers of the wind
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Frozen Aquaman’s Bizarre Adventure
Ice and Snow Fairy Tale: The Wonderful Adventure of Ai Kefei
In this fantasy world, there is a little girl named Ai Kefei. She always carries a magical popsicle that can make enemies tremble. Although she is mainly a helper, her ability is no less than those of the protagonists. Today, let’s talk about this little assistant in the ice and snow fairy tale and how to make her play the greatest role.
The Story of Ai Kefei
Ai Kefei is a little girl who loves popsicles. She holds a magical popsicle in her hand that can turn enemies into ice cubes. Her greatest specialty is to make enemies dare not get angry because she can weaken their resistance to ice and water. This ability really makes her an important figure in the team.
How to use popsicles
There are three ways to use Ai Kefei’s popsicle: one is a normal popsicle attack, the other is a special popsicle attack, and the other is a super special popsicle attack. Although she usually doesn’t like to use normal attacks, the two special attacks are really powerful. So we have to cultivate her special attack ability so that she can better help teammates.
Magic Popsicle Recommendation
To make Aikefei’s popsicle more magical, we need to equip her with a suitable wand. The recommended wands are as follows:Scented wand: This wand can make Aikefei’s attack more fragrant, and the enemy will be distracted after being attacked, and the attack power will be weakened. This wand is so fragrant that the enemy forgets to fight back.
Sky Ridge: This wand can not only make Aikefei’s attack faster, but also summon some small blades to help attack the enemy. It’s like having a group of elves to help.
Duel Gun: This wand performs particularly well in lively places. The more enemies around, the more excited it is. It’s like a child who likes lively places.
Choice of magic suit
Aikefei’s clothes are also very important. We need to dress her in some clothes that can make her more powerful. The recommended clothes are as follows:Golden Troupe: This set of clothes can make Aikefei’s popsicle attack more powerful, and it can also make her play a role when she is backstage. Just like an actor who can make the drama more exciting even if he doesn’t go on stage.
Qianyan Solid: This set of clothes can make Aikefei and teammates more united, and can also give teammates extra points after attacking the enemy. It is like a butler, always helping silently.
The Ritual of the Former Royal Family: This set of clothes can make Aikefei’s super popsicle attack more powerful, and can also make teammates more motivated. It is like a coach who encourages teammates.
Guide to the Magic Wardrobe
When dressing Aikefei, pay attention to the following points:Sand of Time: Choose sand that makes the attack stronger.
Cup of Void: Choose a cup that makes the popsicle colder.
Crown of Reason: Choose a hat that makes the attack more accurate.Elf Team
Aikefei can play with many friends and form different teams. Here are a few recommended teams:Ice Team: Aikefei, Kamisato Ayaka, Shinhe, Funina, Leosli. This team is like a troupe in an ice and snow fairy tale, and everyone performs a wonderful ice and snow drama together.
Water Team: Aikefei, Funina, Yelan, Kamisato Ayato This team is like a water park. When everyone plays together, the enemies can’t stand it.
Let’s start this wonderful adventure together
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Treabar – The Fate of Noctaria in the Midst of Changing Environments: Challenges Ahead
Here we are, with the original game, Genshin Impact, reaching version 5.7. After the update for version 5.8, the next region that the travelers will visit is not the Frostbind region, as expected, but a place called Norden Karel. The official has been building up the narrative for this region from the very beginning, and has been heavily promoting it, with many players getting excited. However, I believe that the Norden Karel region will likely fail. Do you think so?
Firstly, there is a significant issue with the current Genshin Impact environment. Players can sense that since the Na’Tok version began, the game’s experience has not been as comfortable as before. Why? It’s simple. The environment has changed, and it’s no longer as it was before. High-frequency events and high-quality storylines, on the surface, seem to be more abundant, but in reality, there is a significant reduction in content quality. As a result, players can no longer experience the high-quality stories from the Fanchen region.
Secondly, the current Genshin Impact players cannot bear the excessive grinding. Previously, you could say that Genshin Impact was hard, and players were satisfied, but now, the players have no energy left. In fact, it’s not the fault of the players; it’s mainly due to the planning team’s controversial methods. Originally, the players were quite hard-core, but over the years, the planning team has been reducing the grinding in the game, causing the players to gradually get used to it.
Furthermore, the positioning of the Norden Karel region is extremely awkward. What is it? It is a completely detached region from the core elements of Genshin Impact. From the perspective of the world view, it is an independent region, which has caused players accustomed to the seven elements in Genshin Impact to wonder about its positioning. Previously, many players were eagerly awaiting the Frostbind region, but they will be disappointed with Norden Karel, as it would take another year to wait for the Frostbind region, making the failure of Norden Karel unlikely.
So, why did the planning team decide to create Norden Karel? In fact, I believe it is for the purpose of extending the lifespan of the game. Initially, the planning team wrote the world view and script too rigidly, fixing the seven elements and seven countries, but to their surprise, Genshin Impact became so popular that they now need to find ways to extend the game’s lifespan through patchwork methods.
As a result, we see that the creation of Norden Karel, but why I say it will fail is simple. The planning team is also feeling tired. After going through five major versions, we can clearly see that Genshin Impact’s high-quality content has shown signs of fatigue. The game has been maintaining high-quality outputs in terms of plot, art, and music for a long time, but due to insufficient production capacity, content has become repetitive or superficial. This can be seen clearly from the activities in these versions. -
Genshin Impact The fusion of games and emotions
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In a distant world, Genshin Impact’s plot is comparable to The Witcher 3, the world interaction is like a picnic, the exploration ability is on par with Koala, the combat system is on par with Monster Hunter, the action experience is not inferior to Devil May Cry, and the picture quality is comparable to that of Big Cousin. These comparison objects are all first-line masterpieces, and they are all leaders in their respective fields. Such game design is not a simple one-to-one comparison of all items, but a comprehensive competition of their respective strengths. This is the first time I have seen a game designed like this, no wonder it is so popular.
I played Genshin Impact because World of Warcraft was shut down, and my friends recommended it to me, so I got into it. Damn, I spent a lot of money, and I didn’t spend so much money playing World of Warcraft for so many years. Among Chinese game companies, the sincerity of game production shown by Genshin Impact is rare in my 20-year gaming career. For me, the continuous improvement of Genshin Impact is the main reason why I keep playing. I quit and returned to the game several times because Genshin Impact has been updated with a major version. I basically only charge monthly cards for the game, and it is very comfortable to play.
I play Genshin Impact as an anime, and I play a little to see the plot when I remember. The stories of each country are different, and the gameplay is also different. If you meet a character you like, just draw it, and you can play it anyway. Genshin Impact does have many shortcomings that need to be improved, but I haven’t seen you say that other games are not good at all, which shows that Genshin Impact cannot compare with other domestic games. Recently, a meme about Genshin Impact has become popular on the Internet, saying that the chairs in Genshin Impact can be sat on. However, in Chinese games, there are very few chairs that can be sat on. People always laugh at Genshin Impact, saying that it is not as good as “Red Dead Redemption 2”, “Automata”, “The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild” and “Cyberpunk 2077”. But why don’t they compare it with Chinese games? Is it really because they are not as good as them?
No matter how good an online game is, it will be garbage if it is operated by a group of novices. Besides, this game is not very good, and the style and plot are purely for children. I can only say that all domestic games are bad, and they have pushed Genshin Impact to a height that it shouldn’t have. I haven’t played Genshin Impact for almost a year. I spent less than 40,000 yuan. I’ll go back and watch it when I’m free. It shouldn’t be lost. I’ll save the plot first and watch it slowly.
Why is Genshin Impact so popular? For me, it has become one of the few things in the world that makes people proud. On YouTube, you can see people in Egypt, Iran, India and other countries arguing over the prototype of Xumi, and you can see Russia and Italy having a heated discussion over the prototype of Winter Solstice. The global comic exhibition is almost occupied by Genshin Impact cosplay. This is not like Volaf praising China and expressing love in China. It’s just discussing and arguing in their country and community just because of love. Players all over the world can watch the preview short film of Genshin Impact, see Chinese game developers discuss their design concepts, stay up late to watch version updates through live broadcasts, and listen to Chinese. This is why I always pay attention to the cooked meat of Genshin Impact. Because other news or reposted content has been more or less screened and biased, while Genshin Impact conquered global players with its own strength.
The game has rich and diverse content, fascinating plot, exquisite modeling, full depth, and innovative gameplay. There is no restriction on players’ krypton gold and liver, and no forced pursuit of daily activity and social interaction. There is no membership VIP system, no combat power PVP competition, no role retirement and equipment elimination mechanism. Such a unique online game, if there is a second one, Genshin Impact may not be so popular.
To be frank, Genshin Impact may be one of the best games in China at present. To further elaborate, I think Genshin Impact is the most accessible high-quality game for many light players.
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Find Feng Jin’s growth path and life mark on the Star Dome Railway
Feng Jin, a character who will appear in the 3.3 version of “Honkai Impact 3: Star Dome Railway”, is like a breeze, with a touch of sadness and warmth, entering the player’s world. The story of Feng always carries the meaning of wandering and belonging, and her growth path is more like a child approaching her own life mark step by step on the interstellar railway.
On this railway, Feng Jin needs to collect various materials. These materials are not only props in the game, but also fragments of life, witnessing self-breakthrough and growth again and again.
The first is the improvement of the character level. From the initial immaturity to maturity, Feng Jin needs 56 pieces of “fear crushing flesh and blood”, 71 pieces of “courage tearing the chest”, 73 pieces of “glory baptizing the body”, and 65 cups of “a cup of drunken time”. These names are full of poetry and symbolism: fear is the unspoken shadow in the child’s heart, courage is the power to get up after he falls, glory is the reward for silent hard work day after day, and the drunken era seems to be the forgotten tenderness and sadness in the past.
Behind those seemingly cold numbers, there are stories belonging to every pioneer. Imagine that you are in the dark corner of the “Pinoconi Grand Theater”, confronting fate, and every battle is a baptism of the soul. You stagger in the Xuanfeng City of “Dispute Ruins”, collecting “Thought Seeds”, “Manas Sprouts” and “Alayahua”, just like sowing seeds of hope on barren land.
Feng Jin’s exclusive light cone – “May the rainbow light stay in the sky forever” is a kind of sustenance, the softest place in her heart, and the source of her fighting power. To upgrade this light cone, you need 20 “Fear Tramples Flesh and Blood”, 20 “Courage Tears Chest”, and other precious materials. This is like a child with a dream, constantly accumulating strength, waiting for the day to bloom.
Breakthrough is the most important ritual in Feng Jin’s growth. Every breakthrough is a transcendence of self. Whether it is the accumulation of 5 pieces of “fear crushing flesh and blood” or the infusion of 65 cups of “a cup of drunken times”, they are reminding us that growth requires time, patience, and courage.
And those “traces of materials” are the marks of Feng Jin’s footsteps in life. 41 pieces of “fear crushing flesh and blood”, 56 pieces of “courage tearing chest”, 58 pieces of “glory baptism of body”, behind these numbers is her journey through thousands of mountains and rivers, dusty and exhausted. Her story is not just a pile of numbers, but also a process of dialogue with the heart again and again.
This Star Dome Railway is like a long journey of life. Feng Jin grew up on this road, and every step she took was soaked in emotion and experience. Her figure seems to take us through time to see those young and frivolous, lost and hesitant selves.
Games are not only entertainment, but also a space for us to talk to ourselves. Feng Jin’s cultivation materials seem complicated, but they reflect the details of life: fear, courage, glory, loss and hope are intertwined, like a picture of life slowly unfolding.
As pioneers, we not only collect materials and upgrade characters in the game, but also accompany the birth and growth of a life. In her story, there are our shadows and our expectations for the future.
I hope that every player who sets foot on this Star Dome Railway can find his inner strength in Feng Jin’s growth. I hope her light can always shine in the darkness of the stars and illuminate every lonely soul.
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Feng Jin’s silence and isolation from the world, how to find herself in this silent vortex
Feng Jin always stands alone in the empty square, with a cold and disappointed look in her eyes. Her eyes seem to penetrate the world in front of her, and she can’t see anything in front of her. Her figure disappears in the gray mist, with a little loneliness that does not belong to this era. Those pedestrians who hurried by can’t see her existence, and perhaps even her shadow will not leave any trace in their minds. Feng Jin is the name that will be forgotten forever, the person who is destined to disappear in the long river of history.
In the eyes of these people, Feng Jin is just another passerby, an image that dissipates in the street. There is nothing special about her. Her existence did not attract anyone’s attention, as if she should not exist in this world. She is like the day that has not been colored by the years, silent, hopeless, but cannot be ignored. Her life is like an abandoned slate, the wheels of time have passed, leaving only cracks, and there is nothing in the cracks.
“Fear crushes flesh and blood.” This sentence is not new. It has been stationed in Feng Jin’s heart for many years. Her fear seems to have never left. It is not some sudden threat, but her confrontation with herself day after day, and the endless gap between her and the world. Feng Jin knows that fear does not come from the outside world, but overflows from the heart, like an invisible tide, drowning all hope. She has been living in this fear, muddleheaded, like a small boat drifting with the tide, without direction, without goal, and can only let the torrent of fate push forward.
Sometimes, Feng Jin even doubts whether she really lives in this world. She lives like a trapped beast that cannot escape. When she closes her eyes, she seems to be able to hear the groaning from the depths. She can no longer ask for those so-called answers and look for those empty meanings. Every second, every minute and every second that passes, there is an indescribable sense of oppression. This sense of oppression makes her even forget who she is and forget the hopes and dreams she once had. She is just a person who keeps wandering on the edge of the world, destined to never be able to integrate into the group she never understands.
“Courage tears the chest.” For Feng Jin, courage has always been an unfamiliar word. She has never learned how to face challenges, nor how to bravely resist. There has never been any moment in her life that is worthy of pride. Those so-called courage are empty words from other people’s mouths. Her life is like a piece of abandoned paper, exposed to the wind and rain, and cannot be favored by anyone. She has heard of those who fight for their ideals, but she has never believed that she has the courage to change anything or create anything. The only thing she can do is to bear it silently, like an ant swallowed by time.
“Glory baptizes the body.” Feng Jin feels that she has never had any glory. She lives a low-key, lonely and silent life. There is an insurmountable gap between her and glory. She once dreamed that she was standing in the center of the stage, surrounded by thousands of people, but when she opened her eyes, the dream dissipated like a cloud of smoke. She knew that glory was just a vassal of others, and she could not and did not want to be the image of others. She would rather enjoy herself in the corner than be the focus of attention. She was used to loneliness, used to not being seen, and used to her own failures.
She had never pursued anything, and the world had long lost all its meaning to her. In her eyes, there were no dreams, no desires, only a kind of fatigue from deep inside. This kind of fatigue, she could not express in words, nor could anyone understand it. It was like a hand tightly covering her heart, forcing her to be unable to breathe. She didn’t understand why it was like this, and why she always felt so empty, like a soul destined to be lost.
“Thoughts are seeds, and manas sprouts.” These words were like an uncontrollable melancholy, constantly surging in Feng Jin’s heart. She had thought that if she could have those insignificant things, would she be able to fill the emptiness in her heart. She had tried to make her life more fulfilling, but no matter how hard she tried, she still couldn’t break free from the black hole that always existed. Whenever she wanted to change something, or pursue other people’s ideals, she would always be suppressed by an inexplicable force. She looked at those who lived freely, her heart was full of envy, but she could not understand why they could live so easily.
She could never find her place in this world. Those constantly running footsteps seemed to be far away from her. Her heart had long been numb, and her eyes no longer pursued any light. She knew that she was destined to be only a speck of dust in the world, and she would never be noticed. Her fate was destined to be ordinary, destined to just pass by this world.
“Footprints of fate.” Feng Jin has been wondering if her fate has been determined. She has never tried to change, nor has she the strength to resist. She only knows that she can’t escape this seemingly long, but ultimately hopeless road. She does not expect to change, nor does she expect to be remembered one day. She only hopes that she can live quietly, in her own world, even if this world is so lonely.
Feng Jin knew that she would never have a great dream, nor would she ever be a hero in people’s eyes. She could only live in silence, like a bug trapped in a glass jar, breathing quietly until she disappeared. She knew that she didn’t have the courage to change anything, but she never thought of escaping. She was just a lonely person standing in a corner, occasionally gazing at the world, and her loneliness became her deepest connection with the world.
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In the long river of time, how do emotions and loneliness coexist
Life is, after all, a complex puzzle, and we are just an insignificant chess piece in it, at the mercy of fate at any time. Like those silent dusks, the air is often filled with unspeakable loneliness. Time has been moving, and the years have never stopped for anyone, but we are always pushed by it ruthlessly.
That evening, I shuttled through the crowd with a very complicated mood. The lights on both sides of the street began to light up, and there was a chill in the air, as if it was a precursor to winter. I couldn’t help but think of her-the woman I couldn’t let go. She stood in front of me, always so elegant and lonely, like a quietly blooming rose, never touched, but gradually withered. She is a scar in my heart, no matter what, I can never heal it.
Her name is Xiaojuan, whom I met in college. We were young at that time, and we were full of fantasies and expectations for each other. Her beauty is not that kind of strong and gorgeous, but with a bit of coldness and alienation. Her eyes always contain something unspeakable, as if she has never completely entrusted herself to the world. At that time, I always felt that she was a mystery. I wanted to get close to her, but I was always separated by her mystery and distance.
She never took the initiative to talk to me. Even in class, she always sat in the corner silently, occasionally looking up at the window, her eyes penetrated the distance outside the window, as if that was her only safe haven. And I began to notice her. Every time our eyes met, my heart would unconsciously surge with a throbbing. But I know that she will never belong to me.
Sometimes, we met by chance on campus, I would smile at her and say, “Xiaojuan, how are you today?” She always nodded slightly, didn’t say much, didn’t look much, just walked by gently, like a gust of wind. Her back always carried a bit of loneliness that dissipated in the air, which made me a little reluctant, but helpless.
As time went by, I knew more and more that her loneliness was the kind of loneliness that almost no one could understand. She didn’t belong to anyone in this world, and she herself had never really entered this world. She seemed to live in her own time and space, and I could only stand on her edge forever, watching her go away.
Later, she lost contact with me. Maybe it was because she was going to study abroad, or maybe it was because she never really took me to heart. In any case, I still lost her in the end. The small, seemingly happy times we once shared seemed to gradually blur in my memory. However, the real pain quietly emerged in the middle of the night, like a long-suppressed dream that could not be dispelled.
I often wonder, if I had been braver at the time, could I have changed the ending? If I had understood her more deeply at the time, could I have found the lonely corner in her heart and brought her a little warmth? However, looking back, I know that we were still young at that time, too young to understand what true emotions were.
I still remember what she looked like. She wore a simple white shirt, her long hair was casually scattered, but her eyes were always so deep, like the ocean in the middle of the night, vast and untouchable. She rarely smiles, but she always makes my heart beat. I tried to get into her life, to understand her and care about her, but she always kept an almost cold distance, like that dark cloud, always hanging between me and her.
I don’t know why I was so persistent at the time. Maybe it’s because when I was young, there was always a desire for love, and there was always an impulse to have each other. However, love is ultimately a matter between two people, and she and I never had that opportunity. Her inner world is like a closed garden, beautiful, but no one can enter.
After graduation, I didn’t see her again. She went far away, and I stayed in this city. We occasionally talked on the phone and talked about each other’s recent situation, but we could no longer find the intimacy we once had. She is still her, and that independent and proud attitude makes me unable to get close. I began to understand that love may not always be together, and sometimes, separation may be the best ending.
Time flies, and I have also experienced many things, and experienced more separations and reunions. But whenever I think of her, I still feel a pain in my heart. That pain is not because of loss, but because it is out of reach. What she brought to me is not only the fantasy of love, but also the deep sense of loneliness, as if it is an unspeakable void in life. Each of us may be like her, living in our own lonely world, shuttling through the long river of time, but unable to find the real belonging.
Sometimes, I would think, if I could meet her again, what would I say to her? Would I just stand quietly beside her and accompany her silently through the night she faced alone? Unfortunately, there is no if in life, and all the misses have become irreparable regrets.
Every relationship in life may be an unfinished play. We are always full of expectations, but we always find out in the end that everything is just a passerby. Every love and every persistence may be unspeakable loneliness, which we can only carry in our memories.
However, memories or loneliness are all part of our lives. Even if it is missed, it is a kind of existence. Love is sometimes like fireworks, brilliant in an instant, short and beautiful. It gives us not only warm memories, but also the deep loneliness that has never been touched.
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Emotions and loss are intertwined, and the lost years flow in constant silence
In those years, I always believed that I had infinite patience and understanding for life, and I firmly believed that I could accommodate all the light and shadow of the world. I also always believed that the relationship between people can be maintained by a tiny emotional bond, and that a little effort and time can be used to melt the barriers and move towards spiritual contact. However, fate always seems to like to play jokes, and finally made me realize that many things are holes that can never be filled, and those times that were once easily crossed will eventually become so far away.
At that time, I often walked alone on the streets of this city, with all kinds of thoughts in my heart. The lights of the city kept flashing, and I could vaguely see the hurried footsteps of pedestrians on the street. Occasionally, when I found a familiar face in the corner, an inexplicable sense of familiarity would surge in my heart. However, I know that the distance between people is much longer than I imagined.
At that time, I had a beautiful love affair. We met in a spring, when everything was revived, and there was a slight fragrance of flowers in the air. Her name is Lin Lin, and I didn’t feel anything special at first. It was only when I looked back at her inadvertently again and again that I found that her figure was always swaying in front of my eyes, like a gentle bird, always gently passing through my sight, but never deliberately. Her eyes are deep, as if she can see through everything, but she always reveals a sense of indifference, as if her world is separated from me by a thick layer of glass, untouchable.
She speaks very little, and every time we meet, there is always a bit of silence in her eyes, but there is a gentleness that I can’t resist. She is not like those talkative girls, who don’t like to express their emotions with words, but prefer to use a silent companionship, as if two people together don’t need too many words. What she brings to me is an indescribable peace, as if she is an existence that can never be touched, both close and distant.
We began to have more and more contacts, occasionally walking in the park in the evening, and occasionally sitting in a cafe in a quiet afternoon. Her existence makes me feel at ease, as if she is the important part of my life and the warmth I am pursuing. However, just as I was immersed in the warmth of this emotion, I began to feel a little uneasy. This uneasiness did not come from the outside world, but from her eyes, or rather, from the close yet distant relationship between her and me.
Her eyes were always cold, and occasionally she would talk about some unimportant topics, but I always felt that there was some elusive silence hidden in her words. I gradually understood that it was not that she had no emotions, but that she buried all her emotions deep in her heart and did not let anyone touch them. I thought that if she could open her heart to me, I would definitely understand her loneliness and pain, but she never gave me this opportunity.
Sometimes, I would see a deep fatigue in her eyes, as if she had carried too much of the past, and the past that I had never approached had long become an untouchable scar for her. I know that she has never completely let go of the pain she had in the past, and she just tried her best to keep a seemingly stable life for herself in this world. She didn’t want me to be a witness to her past pain, because she was afraid that once she started to talk, all the pain and memories would burst out.
My love for her began to become complicated. It was not like the pure love I had when I was young, but mixed with sympathy for her, awe of her deep heart, and even helplessness of her indifference. It was not that she did not love me, but she was afraid to give herself to anyone, afraid that once she gave herself, she would be abandoned at some point in the future. She had experienced too much pain, so much pain that she had to build a thick wall to protect herself tightly.
What I wanted to give her was a kind of comfort and protection, but she didn’t seem to need it. She put me on the edge of her life and never let me really enter her world. Every time I tried to get close, she flew away alertly like a wounded bird. My heart gradually became heavy, because I knew that I could not change her heart, nor could I break her insurmountable solid defense line.
In the end, we still separated. That summer, with some regrets and unfinished emotions, we each went in different directions. I no longer took the initiative to contact her, and she did not reply to me. We were like two stars that met but were destined to miss each other, passing by each other, but could never meet again.
Sometimes, I think of her and the quiet time we spent together. Her eyes and her smile have become the softest part of my memory. She gave me an emotion that cannot be expressed in words, but made this relationship so far away. I can’t blame her. After all, there is an untouchable place in everyone’s heart. I may never be able to enter her world and truly understand her pain and hurt.
This relationship eventually became a blank in my heart that can never be filled. Whenever I think of her, there will be an unspeakable loss in my heart, as if the love that has never been obtained is always lingering in my heart and cannot be let go. In this life, perhaps some people are destined to be passers-by, and we can only quietly miss and linger in the endless years.